“and tomorrow is another day” as they say…

October 24, 2005

I was at Oulton for part of the day so Becca was with Ann. I went to pick her up and was told to go away as she hadn’t finished playing yet!!!! So I did :)

the knitting needles arrived today, they are ace and I would have no hesitation getting other sizes from her if she will make them for me.

Erm…. no, I think that was it. Yup, nothing else happened…

A slightly calmer reflection

I didn’t fail the medical assessment yesterday although I was told that I had. He was not allowed to fail me as I had done exactly the right thing by passing the offending “epipen” onto someone who was trained to use it and in fact had I used it without training that would have been a more serious issue. So I only failed the trauma after all. Which I wouldn’t have failed if I wasn’t so angry/upset about failing the medical one.

In a spirit of reflective learning…..

I am a perfectly able and competent ambi aider. I am more than able to do the “job” and neither of the assessments should have given me a moments trouble. What I have a problem with is managing myself. I need to learn to deal with failure/anger/upset better. I need to be able to ignore prats when they go out to “push buttons”, wind me up etc or if not ignore it to say “f it” and move on. I have no idea sadly how to even start to deal with that. But I need to work it out before the end of November when I re-sit.

Consider yourself snowballed…

Let it snow! 63days till CHRISTMAS!

~You have just been hit with an e-mail snow ball!~

It’s the start of…..

Snow Ball Fight 2005 !!

One rule to this game….

You can NOT hit someone who has already hit you!

Now…

go out there and get as many people as you can,

before they get you!

I got you first! and you can’t get me back!
Nanee - Nanee - Nanee!
(hehe)

We do not stop playing because we grow old;

we grow old because we stop playing.

Never Be The First To Get Old!!!!!